Blabber Blibber Blobber... (Blogging)
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Got a msg from my GTI... he misses me just as much but it's just too,too bad we can't be together. :( Both my heart and mind are contradicting..I wanna see him but i know i can't..and im sure it's wrong..What am i to do?I want so bad to move on but at times,i got my feet nailed firmly onto the ground.Man!! I hate that..I detest it when my mind is being ruled by my own heart.. **sighs
Anyway,im at work ryte now..Its so cold and unfeeling here..there's only me,a colleague and our caretaker..Shouldnt there be more people? Isn't this supposed to be a community centre? **sighs again... I still have like 2 hours more to go before im officially off duty.. **sighs sighs sighs... Wouldn't it be good if i don't have to work? Maybe then i would have all the time in the world to go for body workouts and facials and spas and manicures and pedicures and etc,etc,etc... :P Only then will i be pretty enough to have ANY guy i want.I think its time i reject others rather than being rejected 99% of the time..(eh..??? U noe im only kidding ryte??? heh heh ) :)
Back to the topic on my GTI.. We kept wanting to meet..Itz been a few months now and we've YET to do so..I guess it's me..I kept freaking out..kept running away..(What makes me think he's gonna keep running after me..? I dunno..) :( Perhaps its just wishful thinking on my side..
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I hate you but i love you
I can't stop thinking of you..It's true
Im stuck on you..
(That song by Stacie Oricco..It's sooo true...)
***
About Raya..Im really not in a festive mood..the 4 sets of clothes i have for Raya,it was all left untouched..it all just stood there in my cupboard waiting to be infested in spider webs i guess... *sighs All i feel like doing is work,work and just work...I wanna prove to myself that my career SHOULD come 1st and that i WILL find sucess with my hard work.. :) That's something i promise myself..It's not that i wanna be independent..Im not and i don't like being one..but somehow,i wanna have a good life in the future coz i know i deserve it -- having been thru all that i have..Its time for a twist of fate i supposed.. :P geeeeee
My ex-fiancee and i..as usual,having another "misunderstanding".. Somehow our relationship have been based on lies or would i rather put it in this way..not lies but just too full of misunderstandings..and every single one of it is left unsolved..I hate it but i can't do anything about it..(don't ask why..it's just too complicated..)..If we ever meet again,i hope that by then,we wouldn't have any unresolved issues..It's hurtful yet sickening..It's wasting my tears and not worth his patience.. **sighs (dun u think i sigh a lot? heh heh)
ArGh!!! My caretaker calls me KAK!! Do i look that old?Im wearing specs so as to look a bit more mature..not OLD!!! aRgH!!! hATE yOU!!! wANNA kILL u!! mURdER u!! Strangle You!! You'll Be MutiLated! Sick Human!!! **Grrrrrrrr rrrr rrrrrrr
Anyway,i remembered going to 7-11 to help a "fren" buy some STOUTS..despite me wearing high heels,flair skirt and a blouse (and with a shawl around me..),i was still asked for my IC!!! mAN!! I told him nicely that im 23 and that i had not brought along any identification with me for i was in a rush..and guess what? He said i looked 19 and that he must have my IC as proof that i was 23..! daMN! iLL never go to that 7-11 again!! (At Bugis btw...) Silly and irritating cashier!
OkOK..mY FINGERS are cramping now..What am i to do later? Still at work but i guess ill just sit around and chit-chat with the residents..hmm..Don't you envy me for having such a job??? (Look,I even have time to update my blog..) ha ha ha.. :P
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini
Got a msg from my GTI... he misses me just as much but it's just too,too bad we can't be together. :( Both my heart and mind are contradicting..I wanna see him but i know i can't..and im sure it's wrong..What am i to do?I want so bad to move on but at times,i got my feet nailed firmly onto the ground.Man!! I hate that..I detest it when my mind is being ruled by my own heart.. **sighs
Anyway,im at work ryte now..Its so cold and unfeeling here..there's only me,a colleague and our caretaker..Shouldnt there be more people? Isn't this supposed to be a community centre? **sighs again... I still have like 2 hours more to go before im officially off duty.. **sighs sighs sighs... Wouldn't it be good if i don't have to work? Maybe then i would have all the time in the world to go for body workouts and facials and spas and manicures and pedicures and etc,etc,etc... :P Only then will i be pretty enough to have ANY guy i want.I think its time i reject others rather than being rejected 99% of the time..(eh..??? U noe im only kidding ryte??? heh heh ) :)
Back to the topic on my GTI.. We kept wanting to meet..Itz been a few months now and we've YET to do so..I guess it's me..I kept freaking out..kept running away..(What makes me think he's gonna keep running after me..? I dunno..) :( Perhaps its just wishful thinking on my side..
***
I hate you but i love you
I can't stop thinking of you..It's true
Im stuck on you..
(That song by Stacie Oricco..It's sooo true...)
***
About Raya..Im really not in a festive mood..the 4 sets of clothes i have for Raya,it was all left untouched..it all just stood there in my cupboard waiting to be infested in spider webs i guess... *sighs All i feel like doing is work,work and just work...I wanna prove to myself that my career SHOULD come 1st and that i WILL find sucess with my hard work.. :) That's something i promise myself..It's not that i wanna be independent..Im not and i don't like being one..but somehow,i wanna have a good life in the future coz i know i deserve it -- having been thru all that i have..Its time for a twist of fate i supposed.. :P geeeeee
My ex-fiancee and i..as usual,having another "misunderstanding".. Somehow our relationship have been based on lies or would i rather put it in this way..not lies but just too full of misunderstandings..and every single one of it is left unsolved..I hate it but i can't do anything about it..(don't ask why..it's just too complicated..)..If we ever meet again,i hope that by then,we wouldn't have any unresolved issues..It's hurtful yet sickening..It's wasting my tears and not worth his patience.. **sighs (dun u think i sigh a lot? heh heh)
ArGh!!! My caretaker calls me KAK!! Do i look that old?Im wearing specs so as to look a bit more mature..not OLD!!! aRgH!!! hATE yOU!!! wANNA kILL u!! mURdER u!! Strangle You!! You'll Be MutiLated! Sick Human!!! **Grrrrrrrr rrrr rrrrrrr
Anyway,i remembered going to 7-11 to help a "fren" buy some STOUTS..despite me wearing high heels,flair skirt and a blouse (and with a shawl around me..),i was still asked for my IC!!! mAN!! I told him nicely that im 23 and that i had not brought along any identification with me for i was in a rush..and guess what? He said i looked 19 and that he must have my IC as proof that i was 23..! daMN! iLL never go to that 7-11 again!! (At Bugis btw...) Silly and irritating cashier!
OkOK..mY FINGERS are cramping now..What am i to do later? Still at work but i guess ill just sit around and chit-chat with the residents..hmm..Don't you envy me for having such a job??? (Look,I even have time to update my blog..) ha ha ha.. :P
posted by LisaWatie at 4:09 AM
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